ketika aku tengok ke jendela rumahku, diluar sana gelap sekali
hujan turun begitu deras, petir menyala-nyala tanpa ampun
kabut membuat suasana semakin suram, angin semakin membuat dingin menusuk ke tulangku
dan aku disini hanya menulis, apa yg bisa aku tulis
is God crying?
when the evening become too hard to feel, too cold to feel
cause it rains, it storms, the wind blow
and i just don't know what to do, what to feel, what to think
i'm staring at my cellphone, waiting for your call and you say you are okay
cause i miss you so bad, i need you so bad
it rains here, a million of water just fall down
making a sound so i can feel something, it rains
do you know the reason why i need your hug so much?
kamu tahu, aku sangat merindukanmu
rasa takutku terhadap suara petir, semakin membuatku butuh pelukanmu
pelukanmu yg menenangkan
aku benci saat-saat seperti ini, ketika aku jauh darimu
terkadang aku termenung, bertanya
mengapa aku tak bisa memegang tangannya ketika aku takut&gugup?
mengapa aku tak bisa memeluknya ketika petir mulai menyambar?
karena sekarang aku butuh dia, bukanlah orang lain
is it what i ask for?
no, it is not. i'm not asking for something like this
i'm suffering anyway
if God give me choices, i will not choose this faith like this
but i'm just human, i have to through this whatever it will be
sometimes, i love to be alone, flashback at my sweet memories with him so i can forget my problems
but i can't if i have to be alone forever, i need him much much much more
my heart was ruined cause the things that they have done
my heart was down like a falling tree
my heart was die and hurt
my heart was cried like a heavy rain
may there is any unforgiven prayer? i don't know, let the God answers
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